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Saturday, May 30, 2009
whenever i feel down i'll just turn to my blog.
rant in out.
so i guess recently i'll blog alot often ba.
we cant predict wats gonna happen the next day.
not only he feel pressurise.
i feel pressurise too.
come on. its my family.
wat can i say.
sibei siann you know.
no one can ever tahan my family.
i dun understand.
are they so difficult to handle!
argh. i really dunno wat to say.
blame on my super suay life then.
i'm not happy with it.
make me dulan i will end everything okay.
haiz...
if this continue, i dunno how long we can last.
her memories was written @ 10:02 PM
nuan-ing at baby house.
he leave me alone and go work.
so damn boring now.
watch tv till siann.
3 more hours plus before baby finish work come home.
ystd nite tummy pain like hell.
hubby put medicine oil rub my tummy.
thanks. muacks =x
i wanna watch alot of movie.
but i just lost my job again.
zzz gonna find retail job :]
hope i can find it asap.
showdown on tues.
her memories was written @ 2:45 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
i really dunno wat to do..
haiz............
the things i want i dun seems to get.
i dun seems to have security also.
16 june will be the major day of my life.
wat shall i do.
wat's my final decision?..
does he really need me?....
really sibei siann...
will i regret?...
why my life is full of pain?
haiz............
so many obstacle to settle.
a broken heart will never be mend back..
her memories was written @ 7:06 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
i knew it..
knew the outcome gonna be like this..
haiz....
i really got nothing to say...
speechless. heartpain.
lots of things still waiting fer us to settle.
the tough day fer me gonna arrived very soon.
and i'm scared.... very scared ):
how i wish tat thing didn't happen at the first place.
and i won't feel so depressed state now.
gonna see gynae tml le..
really damn tired. dun feel like working...
gonna sleep soon le.
its another painful day tml.......
its my red thread tieing on your leg?...
are u the one whom i'm looking fer?...
haiz.
her memories was written @ 11:54 PM
without fail,
cried again ystd nite.
i feel really damn tired.
and i'm walking slower & slower.
legs feel heavier.
can barely walk long distance.
i already feel wat's the ending gonna be.
and its gonna be painful & tough..
can we walk together till the end?..
no. i dun seems to have confiidence anymore..
tired already.
give up on everything..
anything dun bother to ask me.
ask my family.
convince them. not me.
i dun wanna care already.
i just so envy others.
anyway i'll just put a full stop.
unless........ miricale happen..........
do u really love me?..
do u really need me?..
do u really care fer me?..
i need a sercure feelings from u.
we not tat close like we used to anymore.
no more...
everything has change my life ever since the incident.
rmb yr promise to me & my family.
broke it, tat's it.
zz
her memories was written @ 8:55 AM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
its another day today.
dun feel like waking up cos i'm real tired.
someone told me so much things.
everybody have its say.
pros & cons.
but in the end i'll still settle myself.
dear fate. pls let me know who's my future him.
so tat i can decide alot of things.
to end it or continue it.
a fortune teller once told me before and i have lots of ''tao hua''& i might re-married in future.
o.O believe in or not??
working till this month end.
and i'm jobless again.
worst come to worst, i'll go back sales line again.
or try property agent? sound good.
chiong & save money.
no more paying debts fer others.
dun understand why other ppl can, we cannot.
useless is all i can describe.
our final 'war' will come next mon.
prepare to cover your heart with sheild.
her memories was written @ 11:43 AM
Monday, May 25, 2009
i never felt so depressed in my life before.
tears are just like non stop remix.
i can't control my emotion seriously.
i've regret so much things in my life suddenly.
ever since after this things i realise & see alot of true self.
haiz.................
why do i have to suffer all this things.
i really dun understand.
i'm the saddest gal in the world.
i won't be happy. wont at all.
promise are all emptyness.
faster sun. i can't wait to settle all at once!
damn it.
may god bless me & the little to be healthy.
love you.
her memories was written @ 10:14 PM
so many things happened within a short time..
and there are LOTS MORE TO GO.
i'm so confused now.
when can everything turn better?
and made me stop dropping tears everytime?
i'll say i regret.
how i wish everything turns back to normal.
but it seems tat i'm fated to suffer all this ):
so xin ku everytime..
hope tat everything goes smoothly tat all.
zhuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi.
her memories was written @ 6:18 PM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
working at office now.
got somethings sudden happen.
feeling confused, happy or disappointed?
maybe there are more things to go in future.
it depend on how we gonna pull through together.
but i just hope everything will be smooth ahead.
well, i believe everything is fated.
so i'm speechless & shocked ):
will not elaborate out now till everything is stable.
feeling unwell again.
ciaoss.
her memories was written @ 9:12 AM
Friday, May 22, 2009
hey peeps.
i think i'm gonna be 'sick' soon.
recently just not feeling so well.
argh. damn.
haiz...
my mood just feel so yucks.
i really hate my gastric tummy.
it makes me feel so uncomfortable all day.
faster next thurs! wanna see doctor le.
today morning have terrible flu ):
makes me feel so lethargy.. ):
but baby suddenly came my workplace pass me medicine.
so shocked yet so good.
the medicine brand & things i thinking to buy during lunch time,
he bought excatly the same without me telling him 0.o
yeah i hope u'll still be like this forever lo.
oh ya, ystd evening after work,
went outram there the KTV PUB.
with company. my boss open martell =.=
sing & play game zzz
keep losing cos my reaction slow ma.
i admit. nvm ):
anyway i damn tired luh.
how i wish i dun need to work.
but i know tat's wats life is all about.
wish me well again peeps.
sometimes when things happen, u can see its real self.
her memories was written @ 7:54 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
190509!
DINNER AT WARAKU JAPANESE.
 this one still alright =/  so salty~ suki yaki beef  Most expensive salmon & nicest potato cheese.  Nicest carliforna sushi i've ever eat :p    cute baby :p went central waraku jap restaurant fer dinner. damn crowded but nice. everything so big bowl there. eat till u vomite. hahas. damn full cans. cos our anniversary ma. lols. bought him a pierre cardin belt (: hope baby like his present. resently gastric pain & bloated again. omg. something is wrong with my tummy )': is been a regluar problem. feel tat keep feeling tired out of nothing. next week gonna see gynae soon. bless me well peeps. 
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!! thanks laogong fer everything. i know u never fail to make me smile when i'm down. sorry to throw temper everytime ): i hope u'll still stay truthful towards me. I WAN TO BE THE HAPPIEST GAL ON EARTH! hahas. lame =.= sayonara.
her memories was written @ 8:01 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
yawn. i so tired.
ystd baby came fetch me after work.
went parkway eat ajisen with ray & baby.
i still feel bugis outlet cook nicer =x
baby sign up new singtel line becos
of the kuku IPHONE he's eyeing on.
and i know yr Iphone gonna overtake me le.
))))): nb!
starting to feel stress in my work le.
boss wans me to learn so much IT things.
haiz.
ystd nite my mood just sucks to the core.
end up busting into tears in his arms.
usually i will go shopping when i feel down.
but no shopping fer me cos of budget! )):
i need to buy things!.....
I NEED SHOPPING DESPERATELY.
feeling damn attitude lei.
taking my beauty sleep now.
ciaos.
her memories was written @ 3:39 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
keep dozing off during work!
argh. zzz
boss treat me eat teppanyaki at century
during lunch time.
bought cookies fer me too.
but my tummy still so bloated as ever =x
& ystd nite went dinner with baby, ray & kaisiang.
tio kar!! ):
still got 1 and half day to off!
where's my baby.
poor thing still haven finish work yet.
i need shopping seriously.
dunno wat to wear to work :[
& i'm not gonna envy others couples anymore.
cos i know sometimes i'm xin fu enough :]
her memories was written @ 9:10 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Went BATAM with baby over the weekends.
 My Big Care Bear (:  And my small Care Bear (:
 ^^
Without makeup! omg. Batam's Shopping centre. MUST GO. Hotel Breakfast Buffet :p
Beloved.  :D Opps.
WITH LOVES.  I Hotel.  Nice! Muacks.  A&W at batam. wat a big bear! so tired! been having gastric pain nowadays. and has become a regular thing already. omg. not good. gonna see doctors soon.... zzzz i love baby tan!
her memories was written @ 7:41 PM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
hello diary!
last day of the week tml.
baby suprise me with a trip to batam tml nite.
will come back on sun.
advanced 1 year anniversary gift luh.
hahas~
thanks alots sweetie! (:
work is bored zzzz
i need a sunblock body lotion!
and i wanna watch night at muesum2 soon!
and buy many many stuffs i like :D
bbbbuuuuaiiii.
her memories was written @ 9:30 PM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
back to blog!
busy with work.
office is like tat de.
keep dozing off during work.
zzzz
work still alright.
but only abit far from my house ):
PH this sat!
no need work great!
tummy so bloated recently.
siann gonna see a gynae end of the mth.
last but not least our pics;
at thai disco.
hope to pass through this storm quickly.
her memories was written @ 8:35 PM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
yawn.
afternoon peeps.
blogging at baby house now.
he sleeping but i cant sleep ):
ystd nite damn happening cans.
fetch baby after work at town.
then head to vivo fetch his bro & london relatives.
before that we ate ''the mussell guy'' (:
power luh! all mussell hahas.
total bill was 70 bucks plus.
o.O
then head back to orchard collect our lappy
then off we go to pearl centre.
went this thai disco call ''NARCIUSS''
i just dun like the live band there.
his whole family came after tat.
including his parents!
woot! so modern luh they.
i dunno why just feel so awkward lo.
afterall the pub got thai gals ma.
keep asking me drink drink. zzz
then suay suay tiff with him =/
make me so pai seh........
then went downstairs relax with his sisters-in-law,
saw fights cans =.=
then back to the disco awhile.
after tat ate beancurd at geylang.
back to his home ard near 5am.
tml work le )):
sibei unwillingly luh.
ciaos.
her memories was written @ 12:35 PM
Saturday, May 2, 2009
weekend!
still siann.
i wan be tai tai.
dun wan work cans zz
dunno wat to blog lei.
so bored.
i wanna buy fancl stuffs soon!
whitening & slimming.
hahas (:
he finished work at 6pm.
gonna fetch him soon lo.
yawn.
her memories was written @ 1:20 PM
Friday, May 1, 2009
yoooooooo!
today is labour day neh!!
i monday then start work liao.
few more days fer me to enjoy & rest.
going out to tampines1 mall soon with sis (:
she's a noob didn't go before ><
i wan movies lei. long time didn't watch with him le..
miss him too argh!
i wan diet also!
been trained to eat in a huge appeitate! ):
and now i'm eating nonstop.
hello? i wan maintain my figure de lei.
hahas.
zzz
her memories was written @ 12:04 PM
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